"If you want to change who you are, you have to change what you do..."

I don't necessarily want to change who I am. I like who I am. But I'm not happy. If you really knew me you would know what I have gone through this past year. Throughout everything I can honestly say I am ok. Of course there are days when I feel terrible, but that's to be expected with what I've gone through. Ok is not happy though. Ok is keeping your chin up, putting on a smile, and doing what you have to do to get by. I want to be happy, I want peace. So I'm making changes to my life. I'm changing what I do. I'm listening to my heart for once. Yes, it might lead me astray and yes I might end up getting hurt, but my heart, my feelings know what I truly want and I'll be damned if I don't give it every ounce of my being to do what I have to do to feel happy for once in my life.