Double Deuces

I have now been living upon the earth for 22 years. It blows my mind considering I don't feel that old, let alone act my age. Although I had a great time, this birthday was a little rough for me. I can't stand the fact that my dad isn't here to watch my grow up and become the person I long to be. Friday night, the eve of my birthday, I stopped at the weigh station hoping to find some answers and all I found was sadness. It probably wasn't one of my better ideas. Saturday, I couldn't help but miss my dad. I really didn't think I could enjoy myself, even surrounded by my family and friends. But something great happened. As the night progressed I found myself in the presence of 3 people I care deeply for. They brought joy into my night and lifted my spirits. It was one of the best nights I have had in a long time. I realized that although I am sad, I cannot wallow in self pity. Instead I must look for the good in life and learn to appreciate what I have been given. I cannot take anything for granted. I am so very thankful for the people I have in my life. Without them I am nothing.